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[Apr. 26th, 2004|09:22 am] |
Another rainy day...Spring is so unpredcitable. Life is a mess, this world if full of chaos.
Jodi, ur the best!! I Love you (bitch sluts of america are back in action!)
<3-Abby-<3 |
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[Apr. 22nd, 2004|09:15 am] |
I realized people can come back very quickly. Just goes to show how great of a come back people can make. Jackie Tighe she is back finaly! I like hanging out with her again and it's been a lot of fun talking to her. I realized that I can trust her...that's great considering I haven't talked to her in a while. She's fun to talk to we have a lot on common, that's good to realize.
Lately has been the same old stuff. It's came to my attention that when I get one friend back I lost some others in the process. Mel and Laura aren't coming back and I know that now. It's to late to try anymore. They never 100% left me but we dont hang out. :( People make decisions and there's a cause and effect to everything. Don't we all just hate !! Of course we do.
I wen't to a show with Cassie, Kes and Dave of course. It was on monday it was some fun I thought Maxeen was hott. Motion City Soundtrack sounds hott but they aren't soo hott. I got both of their Cd's and I go a sweatshirt of Maxeen. all and all the night was funn.
Nothing else really...Spring is here so Abbie is up and walking everywhere literaly!! hahahaha I love to walk now. Not so much in the winter but Jodi better not be to tired tonight bc I fucking want to go for a long walk! YEah man....
One later annoucement
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAURA. (Digi-Ultra-Laura-Beth)----18!! woop woop
<3-Abbie-<3 |
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[Apr. 1st, 2004|10:11 am] |
Ups Downs...lefts, rights....who knows what is normal??
<-3Abbie-<-3 |
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[Mar. 30th, 2004|10:15 am] |
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| | you suck at life | ] |
hm...i handed in all my photo projects for this quarter...woopie doo.
While people say depressions sucks they don't realize that sometimes depressions is all people have to look forward to. I guess you never actually want to realize that some people are actually depressed for days or even a year...maybe some untill they need some help. They put on fake smiles when seeing somebody they care about, try not to cry when they are alone. And dont want to tell anybody so they wouldnt look differently at them. Although you may seem or feel like ur depressed for a day or a weekend. I would like you to think of a different word to say....Disappointed at the world, confused with life or even frustrated with yourself. People just annoy me today and lately they haven't left me alone. I try and try and then I fail even worst more so then normal.
nomral?..i would like to know if I ever had it ...if I did where the fuck did it go?! maybe you could tell me bc lately it just seems like my whole life has gone downt he drain!...ahh that felt really good although now im crying in photo class....its almost over i have to go stop crying soon enough...4 mintues untill lunch!....fuck that means the dreadful Ms.Gaskill is coming up...
<3-Ab |
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[Mar. 23rd, 2004|10:10 am] |
Is it really possible for everything to suck this much?
<3-ab |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|10:17 am] |
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::: Abby
Birthplace ::: miniola
Age ::: 15...
Age you act ::: I don't know. Christina said 18
Current location ::: Lindenhurst
Eye color ::: Brown
Hair color ::: Blonde-ish...brown
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::: Righty
Zodiac sign? ::: gemini
Height? ::: 5'6...and 1 half
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::: Itailian, German and Irish...
Your hair ::: dirty blonde (hate the phrase), curly and getting longer by the day
Your fears ::: the world as I know it
Your perfect room ::: paints and pictures cleaverly placed on white walls.
What you practically do in a day ::: hmm...hang out work or school and phone.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::: amazing, really, ready
Phrases you overuse ::: Not to sure...
Your first thought when you wake up ::: argg....today?
Your greatest accomplishment ::: Making the right friends, liking the friends i've made.
Something you want to do ::: Get out of my house the second I can.
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::: Coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::: Burger King....I hate Mcdonald's
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::: Neither
Chocolate or vanilla ::: Vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::: Vans
Black or white ::: Black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::: Bills
Burgers or hot dogs ::: Veggie burgers
Egypt or France ::: Italy
Rock or rap ::: Rock
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::: used to
Cuss ::: Who the hell doesnt
Sing well ::: Never did, never will.
Sing in the shower ::: No actually
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::: Heheh :p
Believe in yourself ::: Depends...on my mooods
Like taking these longass surveys? ::: Not really.
Play an instrument ::: Guitar
Want to go to college? ::: Yes
Want to get married? ::: eh
Want to have children? ::: If I get married
Think you're a health freak? ::: ???
Get along with your parents ::: Who does??
Get along with your siblings? ::: Maybe?
Think you're popular ::: Nope
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::: no
Drank alchohal ::: Yes
Smoke ::: Yes
Get high ::: No
Done any drugs ::: Nope
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::: No, I dont really like them.
Been on stage ::: Nope
Gone skinny dipping ::: nope
Been dumped ::: nope
Dyed your hair ::: not in the last month
Stolen anything ::: No
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::: Cassie
Loudest ::: Christina
Most shy ::: Laura
Blondest ::: Haha...Cassie
Smartest ::: Jesse
Kindest ::: Jodi!!
Best personality ::: Everybody has a great personality in their own way.
Most talented ::: Um...
Best singer ::: Cynthia
Most ghetto ::: haha, cynthia
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::: umm...I don't think there is one??
Pain in the ass ::: Ha ha...
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::: not sure yet :\
Funniest ::: Mourine
Best person for advice ::: Laura
Dependable ::: Laura and Cassie!
Trustworthy ::: Thats a hard question....I would have to say CAssie
Druggie ::: Mel
Most likely to end up in jail ::: not sure
Person you've known the longest ::: James
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::: dont remember
Last nightmare ::: that i died
Car ride ::: bus to school
Last time you cried ::: umm 3 am?
Last movie rented ::: I borrowed bring it on from Cassie
Last book read ::: to Kill a Mockingbird
Last word said ::: mourine
Last curse word said ::: Oh shit
Last time you laugh ::: fake...3 mintues ago.
Last phone call ::: 7 o'clock
Last CD played ::: Avenged SEvenfold
Last song you listened to ::: dont want to lose
Last annoyance ::: my LiL brother
Last IM ::: dunno
Last weird encounter ::: cassie random hyperness
Last person you hugged ::: cassie
Last person you yelled at ::: dunno
Last time you wore a skirt ::: a while ago
Last time you've been evil ::: cant remember
Sarcastic? ::: im always sarcastic
Played Truth or Dare ::: umm 8th grade
Spent quality time alone ::: never
<3-abby-<3 |
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[Mar. 19th, 2004|10:00 am] |
I am back at schoool. How interesting right? Well so far today has sucked major ass. Umm well yea it has. I had to take an itialian exam, make up a collected asignment in math. 100% on it thanks to a calculator and Sam. S.s took a test and it was hard. Now, what is making my day is Ms.P isn't here...yay!
That's it pretty much this weekend. Today im booked, yeah my grandpa is sleeping at my house for saturday and sunday. He gets my brothers room and my brother is sleeping in my room for 2 days. How fun, he's 10 years old...im not liking it. I have a family dinner on saturday and Sunday im working and going to Jessica Cervini's house after.
I should really get an orginizer. I might just get one...I know im going to forget something I have to do next week. I know that I dont have a Chiropractor appointment today. I stopped going. I need a different doctor, I don't feel comfortable around Him...the rapist. I don't really have anytime for anything else the next week. My mom told me I have to do somethings next week...I'm not to sure exactly what is it, I think I have an idea.
Im bored. Nothing else to say.....good bye
<3-Abby-<3 |
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[Mar. 15th, 2004|09:00 am] |
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| | F.A.T.A - Reflection | ] |
I am tired of being tired. sick of being upset and just wanting to cry...
What a great way to start out the rest of my long week.
So there is an anniversary tomorrow and today really. well today is a birthday. 72, And tomorrow will be 2 years. I woke up just thinking of you.
I Love You
"Preparation is the key to life.." |
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[Mar. 10th, 2004|10:06 am] |
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| | i hate life | ] |
This week sucks ass. I don't like it and i want it to be over already. This morning just was the worst of all. As the days in the weeks go on it just seems to get worse. People should just die...It would make my life easier. Blahh I hope everybody else's day was great so they can try to cheer me up a bit.
I think taht im just going to go home and sleep no cell phone and I am not going to answer any phone calls. It could be interesting..I almost fell asleep in History so i need some sleep |
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